Sunday, December 19, 2010

Movie review - Voyage of the Dawn Treader

Currently listening: Carrie Underwood - There's a place for us

We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe.
It's written in the stars that shine above,
A world where you and I belong, where faith and love will keep us strong,
Exactly who we are is just enough
There's a place for us, there's a place for us.


This holiday season, took Joyce's advice to catch the latest installment of the Chronicles of Narnia, one which I really enjoyed. Despite it being a midnight show, I guess it left a deep impact on me, due to several parts which I identified with. Would definitely consider watching a 2nd time..

The latest adventure whisked Edmund and Lucy Pevensie, along with their mischievous and annoying cousin, Eustace Scrubb on an adventure onboard the Dawn Treader. Accompanying Caspian X (King of Narnia) and crew, they set off on a journey to rescue citizens from Lone Island who were sacrificed to the green mist, and defeat the evil originating from Dark Island before it grows and consumes Narnia.

Along the way, Lucy ripped a page from the Book of Incantations, and secretly read the torn page containing the spell to make her beautiful as her sister. She suddenly finds herself as Susan, and back on Earth at a party, together with Edmund and Peter. Realizing that Lucy is not around, she's bothered by her conscience and decides to be herself again. She sees Aslan through a mirror, who tells her that she mustn't lack self-value for she is beautiful just the way she is. Lucy wakes up, goes to Caspian and Edmund, who have also plagued by the green mist playing on their personal struggles: Edmund's self-doubt assuming the form of the White Witch which offered to make him a king with more power, as well as Caspian, with his fear of not living up to his father's expectations. It deals with the issue of one's self image and lack of security as a result of their perceived weaknesses.

At first, Eustace irritated everyone with his attitude, but it dramatically changes after he was cursed into being a dragon for greed and selfishness, as he attempted to steal some treasure from a volcanic island they landed on. Eventually with the support of his cousins, and even more of the warrior mouse Reepicheep, Eustace becomes a more generous and cooperative person, using his dragon form to the Dawn Treader crews' advantage, earning their respect. Hence, began the unlikeliest of friendships between warrior mouse and a brat, the former teaching the latter about honour, courage and loyalty. When Aslan changed him back to his original form, he realised that he could not do so by himself no matter how hard he tried, and the pain which he went through in the process was a good transformation process. I suppose it's something to be thankful for as God's grace is sufficient for us, even at times when we make mistakes.

Dark Island served as a reminder that whether we choose to admit it or not, deep inside of us lies our greatest fears, and temptations which might drive us to do undesirable things if we are not careful.

In the end, with the evil forces banished, Caspian along with Reepicheep, Lucy, Edmund, and Eustace, ventured in a small boat through a sea of lilies until they reach a wall of water that extends into the sky. There they meet Aslan, who tells them that beyond the wall of water, lies his country. Caspian asks Aslan whether his father is there, but Aslan said that the only way to know is to go there by himself though he may never return from there. Caspian decides not to go, as he cannot leave his kingdom which his father fought for until his death. Reepicheep gains Aslan's blessing to see his country, paddling a coracle up the waterfall to be never again seen in Narnia. Aslan then sends the children home, telling them that Edmund and Lucy will not return to Narnia because just like Peter and Susan,they are too old to return now and that they should learn to know him better by another name in their own world. However, Eustace, now a much nicer person from his time in Narnia, can return someday.

Thursday, December 09, 2010

Post-15th MNC

Currently listening: Desperation Band - Counting on God
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Convention is over, and so we bid farewell to Penang. The land of Char Kuey Teow and Asam Laksa, where we came and left via a 12-hour bumpy bus ride, was also the site of 4 days and 3 nights of intense teaching, preaching and also praise and worship with 1500 people. How was it? Well, the theme was on unity, something which is of utmost importance but also something difficult to achieve in our midst today, especially since humans are naturally wired to usually look after our own self-interests / preferences 1st.

Personally speaking, as someone who is going through quite a rough season at the moment, I came with expectations of receiving a spoken word that would directly address my circumstances. I have been blessed with previous experiences during conventions or whenever I had opportunities to interact with certain people (both Malaysia and Australia),when I will be reminded of certain things through the person praying / prophesying for me as I reflected on it, but this time there was none.

Nevertheless, God did not disappoint, instead choosing to work through the lessons we were being taught. I was actually not expecting much for the 2nd night and 3rd morning sessions, but as Pastor Simon and Pastor Moses preached the word, it felt as if it was cutting through certain attitudes of the heart which (being an extremely task-/result-oriented person) I needed to change (eg being patient with one another, the way I see others, proper conflict resolution - rather than just scolding people who don't listen when I'm not happy or avoid confronting the problem etc). It's hard, but in a way it's a blessing in disguise.

U3 Core Team (Ethan, Belinda, Dominic and me) went for bowling and a game of pool at Pelangi.

Lifegroup this week - nothing fancy. A potluck cookout where those who could, contributed some food for dinner, but in the midst of such simplicity, was able to see how God move in the hearts of people. Dominic shared about how from everyday life experiences (eg asking for 1, but ended up scoring 2 strikes though he was not good at bowling), he got reminded the need to bring forth a simple heart before God. Maureen (1 of our African sisters) was encouraging - against all odds, her research proposal got past a strict supervisor, and in the process, she managed to bring along another friend whose troubles were resolved thanks to her help.

Ethan took Pastor Jeff's suggestion to share our greatest fears during discussion group, which helped draw us together to understand each other more. As for me? I came to another humbling realisation that if I were to continue doing God's work using my own strength, it's going to be a very frustrating path ahead..