Monday, September 27, 2010

Mooncake LG


Mid-autumn festival is often celebrated among the Chinese as a time of family and friends reunion (as with Chinese New Year), where people will gather together to enjoy mooncakes and pomelo under the moon accompanied by lantern riddles, carry or light floating lanterns etc.

In short, there are 2 main school of thoughts of the story behind the festival. The 1st was the popular legend of Chang Er, how she being the wife of Houyi (an archer who shot down 9 out of 10 suns), consumed the pill of immortality given to her husband by the emperor. Some said that she did it the wrong way out of curiosity, whereas another version claimed that she took it to protect the people from her husband's tyranny, and ended up flying to the moon.

The 2nd, which was loosely based on historical events, proposed that rebels in China spread messages hidden in mooncakes for the people to overthrow the Mongol empire on a set date in conjunction with the festival, eventually establishing the Ming dynasty. Therefore, mooncake festival tends to be associated among Chinese with the issue of freedom.

Today as Christians when we talk about experiencing the true freedom in Christ, would like to give special thanks to Bel for sharing her testimony of her experience during her early years as a student, how God set her free from the bondage of her previous mindset:
"Hi, I’m Belinda and currently I’m pursuing my Masters (Biotechnology) in UTM. I give thanks to God for giving me the opportunity to share how God set me free from a stressful life studying during my undergraduate years, which eventually changed my life as well.

When I first came to UTM, I set a very clear goal to achieve a minimum cGPA of 3.5 and above in my subjects every semester, which I worked really hard for. Most of the time I will spend my time studying and making notes in my hostel room, regardless of whether it’s exam time or not. Regardless even if it’s just a minor class quiz, I will burn the midnight oil because to me, every mark scored matters. After my first semester, I was totally shocked as my result was the worst that I achieved throughout my undergraduate years, thanks to the Chemistry subject with a failure rate of 70%.

I started off my second semester working doubly hard to strive for better results. This semester was a bit different whereby sometimes during my own study time at night, a sister would come over and visit me frequently. She’s a fellow senior pursuing her Masters in research at that particular time. She introduced herself to me that she came from Hope Church. Usually she will share with me the word of God and before leaving, invite me to join their care group. I came from a Methodist background back in my hometown, and I don’t even know what in the world a care group is. I know that every Christian should go to church every week, so I joined my roommate to attend a Catholic Church every Saturday since I did not manage to find a Methodist church. To me, I have fulfilled my responsibility as a Christian by being a Sunday attendee. Hence, the invitation or sharing each time by this sister did not appeal to me at all because I did not see the reason why I need to join a care group or spend time knowing more about God. Mostly I will just ignore her presence and continue on with my studies. I couldn’t afford to waste even a small portion of my time. Time passed and as I received my 2nd semester results, I was expecting an improved result with the double effort that I’ve put in. However, things did not come out as I’ve expected. Once again, I failed to achieve the result that I wanted.

Despite the second failure, I told myself not to give up easily. I readjusted my study time and methods. Rather than study alone, I tried studying in groups. I went through all sorts of adjustments just to make sure I’m going to achieve what I intended. Slowly, I discovered that I’ve been living a stressful study life. I didn’t enjoy or find my life as a university student fulfilling. At times, I just wish I could do something else apart from staring at my books, but I couldn’t because it was like a form of bondage stuck to me. Again, I failed to attain the much coveted Dean’s list. This time I couldn’t take it anymore. I started to realize that something must be missing.

For once, I started to make a prayer to God which I never did throughout my life in UTM. I asked for His help and expressed my desire to know more about Him. I made a decision to look for a new church. In the same week after that prayer, while I was in a computer lab, I met up with my senior (one from a different course but same hometown). Unexpectedly, the 1st question of all things that came to our conversation was “Do you still attend church?” I was shocked for a moment as it is not your usual way of exchanging greetings. I replied to her that I am currently searching for a church. She invited me to join the church she attends, that is Hope church. At that moment, it finally struck me that God had being trying to bring me near to Him all this while, but I had been so ignorant and stubborn.

I started attending the Sunday Service and few months later, I joined the care group as well. This also meant that my time to study became significantly less. Nevertheless, I found much joy and inner peace within me, as some of the sisters’ testimonies during care group about how God helped them in their studies really encouraged me. Furthermore, I also received prayer support from my newfound family in Christ. I still remembered at times when I struggled to come for the care group due to busy assignments and tests, they always encouraged me, “When you choose to honor God, He will honor you back.” I choose to believe with a simple heart and never missed the care group throughout that semester. I continued studying as before, but now after I know more about God, I came to discover prayer as a powerful weapon that helped me through. Every time when I come back from the care group, I felt so close to God. My 3rd semester went past just like previous semesters, but no longer was I bound by my boring yet stressful time of study. It was a season where I was being set free in Christ! Hence, I learn to uphold my result unto God’s hand for I know He cares for me. God is good! My 3rd semester results turned out to be the best compared to the previous 2 semesters. Not only that, I managed to be included in the Dean’s list as well!

Deuteronomy 28:13 mentioned that “The Lord will make you the head, not the tail. If you pay attention to the commands of the Lord your God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, NEVER at the bottom.

Belinda Tiong
U3B"

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Alpha course weekend away

Went down to KL to catch up with ex-CG friends from Hope KL. It so happened that SSC unit had a trip to a small village town of Broga in conjunction with their Alpha course, which I tagged along. We started off at 7am, and arrived at our destination around 9am for breakfast. It was then a time of exploring the OUTBAC compound, with fun outdoor activities such as kayaking, cycling, obstacle courses integrated along with teaching sessions on the topic of the Holy Spirit. Challenged myself to take on some of the activities, with mixed consequences..

It was a refreshing time to see new people in the Subang-Sunway group, and also an opportunity for me to refresh myself on the topic which I have not read up for a while, and might need to do some teaching on soon. I think it was great that as a group, we are able to honestly express our burdens / issues and pray for one another in the afternoon.

Night wrap-up with the campfire in the background was awesome, as each person shared what they learnt throughout the day; a new perspective on the topic being taught, a refreshing time of fellowship and team-building - helping one another overcome the obstacles. I don't really join them much nowadays, but as someone who is graduating soon, I could only remind everyone to treasure their time as a group while they are still students, to support and encourage each other, to grow in service, practise what they have learnt, and make a difference wherever they are.

And we shall cap things off with a song - with of course some accompanied background music :) Check out the rest of the photo album here.






Saturday, September 11, 2010

Come what may


Synopsis:
Caleb Hogan wants to transfer to Patrick Henry College (PHC) to compete on the Moot Court team. His mother, Judith, who is a high profile constitutional lawyer, opposes his decision because Patrick Henry College teaches from a biblical worldview. To her, nothing is absolute and as a lawyer, it is the ability to be able to manipulate the grey areas in your favour that matters. Since Caleb insists that the PHC Moot Court team, champions for 2 consecutive years will provide him with the best training for working in her law firm, Judith agrees to pay for education for only 1 term, subject to the condition that he wins the Moot Court National Championship.

The Moot Court topic is soon announced as a case weighing a young girl's right to have an abortion, against her parents' right to know about it. Caleb believes that the team will be most successful by arguing for a small exception to the apparent "right to abortion" by showing substantial parental interests, not because he supports abortion but because he insists that attempting to overturn Roe vs Wade will provoke a negative emotional response from the liberal judges, 1 of whom was a former well-known Supreme Court judge. His partner, Rachel however, argues that they should make the case to go all out and overturn it, thus completely denying the right to an abortion. Caleb admits of being under pressure to win the debate competition at all costs, even through some form of compromise, if he intends to continue studying at the college.

Meanwhile, Judith is offered a case to argue in the Supreme Court on behalf of an abortion clinic who violated a state's parental notification laws. Against the wishes of her husband Don, a biology teacher, and her son Caleb, Judith takes the case to boost her reputation and asks Rachel to work as an intern at her law firm to help her prepare, which she refused. As the Moot Court championship tournament draws near, Caleb is faced with a growing rift forming between his parents, an escalating argument with his debate partner and the future of his education and his family at stake.

In the end, it's a matter of principle. It all comes down to taking a stand, whatever the cost. Caleb learnt that not everything is about winning and losing, and that despite being a losing finalist when he challenged the Supreme court judge panel by presenting an unpopular argument, his decision drew applause from the audience, and eventually lead to Judith realising her shortcomings. Both parents reconciled, so did Rachel and him.

And to add another lesson? Every life is precious..
Currently listening: 讚美之泉 - 展開清晨的翅膀 (Stream of Praise - Wings of the dawn)
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主耶和華你已經鑒察了我
(Father you know all of my heart all my life)
我坐下 我起來 你都已曉得
(You know my ways, when I sit down and when I rise)
我行路 我躺臥 你都細察
(There's not a word, not a thought you do not know)
你也深知我一切所行
(My heart is glad to be known by you)

我舌頭上的話 你沒有一句不知道
(My heart cannot express the wonder of your love)
你在我前後環繞著我 按手在我身上
(How high and deep and wide, and flowing from above)
這樣的奇妙 是我不能測透
(My God is always there, he's faithful to the end)
你的至高 你的尊貴 是我永遠不能所及
(He will hide me under his wing, in his shelter I will be safe)

我可以往哪裡去躲避你的靈
(Where can I go? Where can I run to hide away?)
我可以往哪裡去逃 可躲避你的面
(As high as the sky, deep as the sea, your hands will guide me)
我若展開清晨的翅膀飛到地極
(No matter where, no matter what my life goes through)
就在那裡 你的雙手也必引導我
(Father above, my heart is glad to be known by you)

Saturday, September 04, 2010

Kite runner

Currently listening: 4Him - Be thou my vision

As we celebrated our 53rd National Day, our lifegroup came together and drove to Pasir Gudang on a hot day for an outing at Muzium Layang-layang. I believe that everybody had fun, amazing to see the excitement on everybody running off to fly their kites after the workshop and museum visit, and also to pray for our nation. We also spent some time making kites as a group, where like it or not, really need to learn to be patient and accept each other's different styles of doing things.

Winner of the kite-making activity depends on 2 criteria: creativity and flyability. Ethan's group decided to apply the basic method of designing the kite - the tried and tested diamond shape. Some of us actually went for the 'Wau Bulan' design.. Most of us, even himself wondered whether it will work out, whether his 3 diamond-shaped kites glued to each other to form a 3-storey structure will actually lift off. In the end, as he sprinted across the field with a string in hand, tugging the kite behind him against the wind, it turned out to be the one which soared the highest, and helped remind us to continue believing in things which seem impossible / yet to be seen happening.

Dominic and Jing Jing shared a relevant point - today as the times are becoming more developed and technologically advanced, the way we do things might change, so will the mindset of people, but the principles of God's word remain the same. It is a truth which has been proven to work for many generations. Therefore, as we soar higher like the kite, let us continue to remain grounded in God's word and not go astray, like the kite attached to the string of its maker.

Overall, it was an tiring but fun day. Happy 53rd birthday Malaysia :)

Photo reference: http://maplewood.blogs.nytimes.com/tag/floods-hill/