U had a bad day..

i'm pissed..seriously..4 a moment i was struggling felt like cursing away..

what a day..spent da hold of last nite doin research 4 a difficult tutorial (cancer..need 2 research in terms of pathology, physiology n clinical) ony 2 find out dat not much of it is used at da end of da day when ur tutor covered everything..

btw, got a fun tutor..Dr Saif Chopra (pronounced 'safe') from Zanzibar, Tanzania..(background check: war refugee escaping from Kenya, granted asylum n scholarship by Australian government, MBBS, postgrad London, teaching pathology for 40 years dy, 10 years in Monash..) seriously if u were 2 listen 2 his accent u would ROTFL..words can't really describe him..wonderful motivational speaker..thank God 4 him..

then comes da bad part..not enuf time 2 do enuf read-up (lecture notes this week r super long).hence little class participation, felt inferior..forced myself 2 crap after some advice from a 3rd year med student who suggested more participation is necessary 4 high tutor score which is then essential 4 applying 4 internship in Australia..

lots of things weighing on my head now..study group tmr haven't done read-up in detail yet..exam n 2500-word assignment due in 5 weeks time; need 2 start preparing now..taekwondo grading in 2 weeks..room's in a mess..need 2 do research on MUMUS (aka constitution, structure, posts n roles n how 2 get sponsorship, which nobody in imucampus seems 2 know how 2 go about) coz helping fren 2 set up Monash Malaysia Medical Undergraduate Society, n 2 cap it all off, got a heated scolding from dad..i duno wat da heck was his problem..he asked me 2 post back my sem 1 notes which r not needed..i replied dat i can't coz end of year exam oso need 2 revise (in case u duno, Monash exam is vertical-integrated assessment, meaning u can b tested on sem 1 stuff in year 5..) mayb it's da way i replied..(how 2 post back? end of year exam how 2 study?)..kena terus..then went on 2 scold bout when my exam results r out (he thinks i'm lying 2 cover up i did badly), dun simply spend money lavishly like some rich kid..(heck, i'm already cutting down on breakfast n i couldn't go AMSA Perth convention coz no ppl 2 accompany me plus no $$ 4 plane tiket, wat does he expect me 2 do? eat instant noodles n bread everyday..?!!) fortunately didnt mention during Easter camp at Great Ocean Road, specs fell in2 river while canoeing, never 2 b found, spent AUD 400 2 make new one, if tell sure kena xtremely teruk wan..
done..no mood 2 do work dy after losing my temper..sleep..